Just sitting here thinking that I really do miss what we had.
I don’t mean the amazing lengthy sex sessions. I more so mean the connection that we had.
As it turns out nice cocks and good stamina are not that hard to find…but it’s really hard to find someone who is able to take you on a good sexual journey together.
We started out our time together so basic in what we were doing…just kissing and fucking. From there we started getting closer and you managed to take me from being afraid to give you a bj in that parking lot in W(name of city) to wanting to suck your cock anytime I was near it and wanting to swallow too. Together we progressed to sharing our fantasies and then moving on to living some of them out. Having fun with that ridiculous tub of lube, trying to rub our lubed bodies together without falling off the bed and breaking our necks, to visiting sex clubs, nude beaches and the failed attempt at a (not so) sexy foursome. I feel like all of that just evolved and came about so naturally without one of us rushing the other and was able to progress because of our trust and comfort with one another. I truly believe we had an amazing connection and part of me will always love you.
Sorry for all the blathering…just having a melancholy moment realizing how very hard that connection is to find. I hope you’re well and had a wonderful birthday. xo